Thanks Ning and Tay

Today busy thinking of what to be included in my statement of financial need for one of the scholarships I've applied. I've printed it and left it over there for nearly 2 weeks until now,because I don't know how to write the statement. Using descriptive words,it'll be too informal. To be more formal,then it's quite boring and is too general. Just put it aside,I've find an article which is cut out for those who're studying,especially university students or for those who is working.I'll put it in my next post.

I'm sure some of us may sometimes feel being left out by our friends,especially when it's a big gang. And for sure it's not a good feeling,but it's not a weird thing to be alone in university,as I read from an article shared by my friend,let me call her Tay. Had a 33-minutes chit-chat with her. Sorry wasting your money (Oops~~@@ hehe) And thanks for a distant-calling to me or else I think I'll screw myself up,on the opinion that I don't have a friend to pour out my feeling with in the university. You're one of my few friends in university that I can really talk to when I'm moody (although I'm always moody I know,paiseh) Really appreciate it much! Actually I'm still struggling and don't dare to ask other about becoming my roomate, but luckily her encouragement made me pluck up my courage and ask my classmate during foundation studies on roomates. Finally,I got it!! Thanks,for all,as well as trusting on me to pour out your feeling,sadness and everything else..I love her telling me to just follow the destiny(随缘), enlighten me a lots,until I'm not that insist on something,as I know sometimes I'm stubborn enough,teehee~Also,great 'thank you' to her as sometimes I've been left out by my gang or what,and she's so observant,always remember to tell me whether the class is cancelled,rescheduled or whatever although sometimes I might or might not know the news..Great helper! Telling you,you're also deserve the right to meet True Friend,don't just give up. I'm always here when you need me.(A bit disgusting,stop here,haha..or else I'll say out 'I love you!')

Another person who encourages me a lot is Ning. Thanks oldddd friend~made me feel better and let me know that the thinking of cannot mix around with them are all my fault is actually wrong. You say everyone is unique and you can't mix around with them is just both of you don't suit each other,and she told me try to befriend with the other and more people you befriend with or dealing with,sure will find those so called 'True Friend' among them. 'Just be your true self,and never ever change yourself to suit for others' motivates me a lot. Thinking back,she says life is like this,sometimes should depend on our ownself, and no perfection on this world and should know the reality in this society,this is called 'Growing Up'. Haha,I know,these are the values of lives and is true,but you're like ah mu when talking about this,haha,no lar,I know you're encouraging me and it really works. You keep on emphasizing don't change until not like myself,but should change to grow up. Cried when you asking me 'r u ok?',when I talked to some others,they just said 'har?y like this?' or 'oh,like that ah,don't think too much la' and gasped in disbelief or show their furious face only. You're the one who ask me am I okay or get hurt or not. Thank you ning..love you..muaks~~BFF...Yup,I saw ur text saying that u're also scaring of entering into uni,but that time Im sooo sad and didn't grap the chance to ask you more about y is this so..hehe..sorry..




Friends can be a gang,TRUE FRIENDS for 2 or 3 is more than enough!!

                 ps: feeling good now as I've found my roomieeee~~yam seng!!let's celebrate..