Evil?! self murmuring ==

These few days really a bit busy with my uni things again,and these few days try to lessen my time on computer,even my typing speed become slower and more typing error then..because i went to check my eye's degree, got some 'improvement',haha..may be i spend too much time on my computer. Have you ever have this experience that when you try to concern someone and sms to him/her,then end up with yourself wasting your money and been waiting there all over the day then not even any message been heard from him/her? Hatred right?Yup, quite furious and even I've been waited for 5 DAYS!!!Every night I'll think may be she/he didn't see the message or what,may be tomorrow she/he gotta reply me,may be she/he's busy with her/his studies since exam is coming soon,nope,I saw her/him on fb,comment on the other's posts,just like as if I didn't sms to her/him before.  I really can't bear with it,every time when I say it out,what i get just a 'sorry',I don't ever know that 'sorry' is such a useful word for somebody.Eherm..when I try to delete the messages of conversation between me and her/him,but when I look back,I can't really do it,okay gotta stop here right now or else I think I'll become an evil,gossiping about others.